Third sono and scared to death

The first sono went well two weeks ago when we saw one strong heartbeat, and then last week we saw two heartbeats! I felt the whole week that we would see two, but I was afraid to acknowledge it at all. When I was right, I was over the moon. This week, I feel as if we've lost one, and I'm afraid to admit that too. I desperately want both babies but I can't shake this feeling. MTB, on the other hand, is convinced that both babies are fine and growing strong. We'll see - third sono tomorrow at 9:30.

I hope like hell he's right.