Saturday, May 1, 2010


I feel good. I don't feel pregnant. I keep reliving that moment in 2007 when OB kept saying, "I don't think I have good news." First OB appointment is Tuesday and I'm scared shitless. Again.

I want to hear that heartbeat on the damn doppler already. Can't find it yet? Why? Because the baby is dead or it's just too early? I really hope I'm just crazy.